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That Girl 🙇

She is that kind of girl who goes all cheery but is slowly dying inside. She is that kind of girl who gets easily confuse on making her decisions because she is always afraid of the consequences. She is that kind of girl who reads Papertowns over and over again because she wishes she could be as bold and free like Margo Spielgman. She is that kind of girl who has crazy ideas and interests and people often find her different and weird that they often get away from her presence. She is that kind of girl who facades strength and courage as part of her character but honestly, she is the opposite. She is that kind of girl who loves to hang with people who she can talk to without pretenses or prejudice or prejudgement and thus, she dont really have someone to talk to because of her preferences. She is that of girl who almost everyone relies to have solution to their problems but she cannot even win over her depression and anxiety. She is that kind of girl that everbody says is pretty but she cannot see that and everyday her insecurities build up like her wall. She is that kind of girl that feels satisfaction building her wall up and up and up. 

But then, as her wall increases, he gets each brick down without her knowing. He, everyday, assures her of her beauty that she cannot see. He gives her food and ice cream so she could forget about her depression and anxiety. He listens to her when no one can even that means he’ll get to sleep late. He become her strength and courage when she was terribly down and when she could not get back up yet, he waits patiently for her.In her weirdness, he support her and encourage her to be as unique as she can be. He never fails to let her feel that she can be whoever she wants and that he is there to catch her whenever her plan fails. He, as always, assures her that she is more than Margo Spielgman and that she is more bold and free if she wishes to be and that she should not be afraid to chase her inner peace because he will be there to wait for her and when she gets tired, carry her and together do the chasing. And, when she is confuse on making decisions, he calms her down and offers logical suggestions in her aide but never tries to decide for her because he respect her that much that he lets her chose what she wants. He is the only one that sees that cheery girl is dying inside and he does everything to revive her and give her his life every single day even it means sacrifice, hardships and cold battles. He fights for her and support her every single fight with herself. 

They said that behind every great king is a patient queen but I say, behind the great me is a great and patient man. I may not as easy as I seem to be but every day he never failed to make me feel loved and beyond blessed. He was the miracle that was given to me when all I see is no hope. And, amidst my every struggle and battles in my own universe, I know I have to win life because it is the only little thing that I can do for the man who have given every breath to save my life.

Saranghae, oppa. You know who you are 💕

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Pramis 😥💸

Because of excitement sa new blog, I wanted to go to a new place and write about it. But, what I had gained is only “stress”. Nastress ko sa akong gigasto! For that, I came to a realization that I do not want to look yayamanin but no money in the wallet. Maka bother bes, pramis! Tagam si ateng! 😭😭😭

Unya kay gutom man gyapon bes, nag Mcdo jud ko. 😂 I ordered chicken sandwich and iced coffee vanilla for only P74.00! Clap clap 👏👏👏

We’ll I think my first Dora travel failed. But nonetheless, I have lot of realizations. 

First, do not be who you are not. I came to see that maybe a lot of bloggers are that way. To be able to deliver in their blogs, they ought to do things that are way out of their wallet or maybe they are just yayamin (who knows 😂). But for me who is a middle class girl, this should not be done again.🙅🙅 I am not the type that goes cafe hopping and I am surely not a fan of cafes that are not sulit. I have become who I am not for an hour just to please the world. How stupid! Did that make me happy? Yes but for a little while. I felt I fit in but then I grew conscious and worried. I have to keep it up or feel an outcast again which is not fun at all! 😩 Kaya mga bes tinapos ko ang aking pagpapanggap at lumabas sa cafe shop! 😂

Second, keep it real! 💪 The world is already full of “pretenders”. So, why not be real this time? Share only what is true and right. Charot! 😂

Third, do things that makes you happy because those who think that all the ka-echosan matters does not matter. 💅 Kung hindi ka jan masaya edi umalis ka. Wanting to fit in is a necessity for us. We always associate fitting in with happiness. To achieve that, many of us do things that are relatable to others even it is something that we don’t usually do. That stigma should be stopped already! You don’t have to pressure yourself to be just like the others. Real people fits you in without you trying to be who they are. Learn to be happy without the consent of other people. You don’t need them to be happy. 

What made me happy? Chilling at home.😍

Kaya from this time on, I promise to be as true as I can be 😇 and I will write mostly for myself and not for anyone. 💪 Chos! 😂

Because those who mind does not matter and those who matter does not mind. -Dr. Seuss

Kaya sa mga Judgemental jan, Chupe! 😂

-Adrasteia 👑💕